"For the longest time I felt like I was maybe the odd man out or I just didn’t fit in," the third-generation driver, now 41 years old, said during the recent Charlotte Motor Speedway Media Tour presented by Technocom. "For whatever reason I just didn’t feel like I was a piece of the puzzle."
It’s not altogether surprising that Earnhardt’s transition to Hendrick in 2008 presented its challenges. The native of Kannapolis, North Carolina won two XFINITY Series titles and spent his first eight seasons in NASCAR’s top series with Dale Earnhardt Inc. — the company his late father founded and an old Hendrick rival.
It’s also easy to see why Earnhardt — who enjoys wearing T-shirts and blue jeans — maybe even had some trouble assimilating into the buttoned-down culture at Hendrick, where collared shirts and suit pants are the preferred way.
"I just didn’t feel like I was working," Earnhardt said on the media tour. "We couldn’t get our team going, we couldn’t find success, stability, I was unhappy. We all went through that. We all were there. But now everything’s working and it’s very exciting to be able to sit down and sit at the table with all those guys – Jimmie (Johnson, teammate) and Doug (Duchardt, Hendrick executive) and Rick (Hendrick, team owner) — and have won races, and talk about what you feel about the car and where the company’s going, and answer those questions confidently because you’re in there doing the job right.
"For the longest time I just never wanted to push myself to involve myself too much in any of the conversations and the direction, because I was not accomplishing my goals on Sunday. It was, ‘What do I have to say? I’ve got to get my crap together first before I can come to the table with any kind of cool ideas or direction.’ But it’s fun now. Things are going good."
"It’s good," Earnhardt said. "I don’t know where I fit in or what I am. I don’t know how to measure my value to the company, personally, but I love being a part of it, and I’m a company guy. Wherever they need me to go, I’m going. Whatever they need me to do, I’m doing."